Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Only For A Little While

I'm going to take a little break from blogging (and Facebook). I feel like there's a sense of responsibility to post something every day, or every other day, and I just don't have it in me lately.

My stomach and my emotions have been wreaking havoc on me over the past few weeks. Between puking, crying or getting unjustifiably (spelling?) angry at someone, there just doesn't seem to be much of the real me left over. I'm also wrestling with the decision to put two of our three cats down (and anyone who knows me knows how utterly horrific that is going to be) and I'm thinking it's going to happen in the next week or so.

I crawled under a rock a few weeks ago and just haven't been able to climb back out. I don't want to make it sound like I just drag my sorry ass from bedroom to bathroom with nary a smile throughout the day (there are good moments), but for the most part, it just sort of feels like life sucks ass at the moment. And this is NOT how I thought pregnancy would be. No, I don't think it's clinical depression (been there, done that, bought the straight jacket) but it is a definite funk.

So, I will sign off for a couple of weeks. Maybe I'll pick things up around the beginning of August and do a "Holy Crap I'm Actually Turning 30!!" post. But for now, I wish you all a great summer and we'll see you in a little while. Hopefully some of you are still around to read my blog when I do get back :-)

2 comments:

  1. I'm gonna miss you! Hopefully you'll start to feel better soon :)

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  2. I will still read it when come back !
    Hope you feel better soon, gonna miss u !

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